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things u do
01:23
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Still searching for something that I know will never happen
You're latching onto me with memories of the past tense
I'm trying to find something to help
So I can give you what I can't give myself
And I've fallen behind
Watching this life pass me by
The things you do always rouse my suspicions
But I'm still afraid of my own superstitions
I've built myself a personal hell
To do for you what I can't do for myself
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gone for good
02:23
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Such a waste of time
Tracing steps back to your stairwell
It was just a lie
I'm glad you never told me
That you hate the way it felt
With his arms a hollow presence
Take away the cancer
That fills my bones in every crevice
But you never will
And you told me it'd be alright
And you'd stand there by myself
Well I can't see and you prove it
The fact is, you blew it
Well I tried so many times
To see you on the sunny side
I always gave you everything
Why won't you do the same for me?
I've been running around in circles
Just to get a second chance
Pacing for a reality
Upon a second glance
But you're so passive aggressive
Crawling underneath my skin
Leaving me to be so manic depressive
Popping in and out again
Leaving me to pretend
Spent a good part of the year
Wishing I was dead
Tried my best to kill
The fucked up thoughts inside my head
And although I'll regret this
I'd like to think that I'll be fine
And although I'll regret this
I'd like to think that I'll be fine
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Go on and tell me everything thats wrong with me
Fucked off and cracked the shell of who you wanna be
And honestly, Love, you said you wanted honesty
But it's obviously too late for me
To show you who you're hating
Lately I've been complicating
11:08
I watched my world fade
For 14 days I stayed away from our
Decaying bedroom
Hoping that maybe I'd fall asleep
And never wake up
Dream of the memories that made us
But it's 11:08
And you don't think I can change
Go on and tell me everything thats wrong with me
Fucked off and cracked the shell of who you wanna be
And honestly, Love, you said you wanted honesty
But it's obviously too late for me
To show you who you're hating
Lately I've been complicating
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still ok
02:29
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Running in circles for something that I can't change
Tried not to write sad songs but nothing else is happening
Oh I fucked up again, I don't know where to go
You're listening
But I can never talk slow enough to make sense
Breaking down the stasis
I'm torn, you're aggravated
I hate I have to fake this
But it's contagious
It's contagious
Tell me I'm a mess
Just like the rest
Because you know it's true
Tell me I'm a mess
Just like the rest
Am I a mess like you?
I feel your curse hang above myself
Can't tell the difference in Heaven or Hell
I guess I'll get fucked up today
Think about the things that don't go my way
And I could be better
But at least I'm still OK
Oh I fucked up again
I fucked up again
I guess I'll get fucked up today
Think about the things that don't go my way
And I could be better
But at least I'm still OK
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